eighth_horizon

These were all so great and wonderfully descriptive and I loved that every single one ended with a sentence that packed a whollop(how to spell that word?) emotionally. But man you just kicked me in the gut with the she is not Max, she is his baby. Cause yeah, that'd be freaky in his world. But you know, as I think on it, the best one for me was the one before, with him finding her in the park and how he holds her and is silent and she's learnt to wait. That's Dean. Everything about him and how he deals and how his kid, this amazing kid, would learn to deal and understand in relation to her dad. It speaks so much to that general understanding of how fear hits after finding a lost child and all those "normal" things in such situations, but then you add in the layers of what we know about dean and the way you've evolved this whole family and it's just gut wrenching. Beautiful. (also loved the continuation of these girls aren't sam's girls and dean's girl but the family's girls they all belong to each other and when a fear like charlie eating berries that are bad happens it's Sam that goes and gets those evil bushes. loved it.) Hate to say it cause it must get very painful at times, but I hope this verse never stops eating your brain.