Well I love it. :) Finally you updated, lol. I checked your journal at least three times a day. This chapter was awesome. I like what you're doing to Dean's character. Him saying he was lost, him starting to doubt things, him having the sarcastic yet a fraction truthful comment about the gun in his mouth. I think Dean's slowly losing it, honestly, and I hope that's what you were trying to get at. It would be hard to be going through what Dean is. No sleep, knowing something was wrong but it was nothing a doctor could fix, it's gotta be hard.

Keep up the great work.