"I'm lost" oh girl you so got me in the gut with that one. I would beg for you to put Dean back together but he's just so so, garhh, oh yeah he's good. And I am thrilled and loving the way this going and the way you have them tossing the ideas around and the ideas themselves are just stimulating. ANd I love love that you make Dean just as smart as Sam because he is and too many people forget that and you don't and it is one of your many charms. Keep going I wait and wait anxiously.